I love summer! Love it! Its warm, the kids are running around in the backyard, helping me water the garden, playing in the fountain. Last night we ate outside in backyard and it was heaven. I am so greatful for the tender mercy of Summer, but especially for the opportunity to feel joy again. For a while i have been down and now i have found the right medication and i feel so much joy. Especially with my two amazing funny and insightful children and a husband who loves and serves me with so much gumption that i feel undeserving of this amazing life. I am so greatful for my eternal family and for the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter day Saints, with its guidance the true definition of joy is attainable in this life. I wish i could give this joy to everyone so they could feel what it is really like to have heaven on earth! Anyway just so happy, i am depositing a lot in the bank for those hard days when i will need to take withdrawals.